i’m already in 3rd yr college studying multimedia arts at a fine school. my course is all about creativity in many things such as 2d animation, 3d animation, freehand drawing and photography.

i’m not really artistic. i never drew before i started this course, i never knew that you have to be creative to take shots in photography and i never did take art seriously. i chose this course coz of pressure before i graduated highschool.

and now with all the major subjects that i’m taking up, i can’t concentrate coz it’s really hard to catch up. i’m really confused… i want to stop for one term and study outside school like crash courses related to my course so that when i get back, it won’t be as hard. at the same time, i can just relax and take it easy.

is this a stupid decision? i mean i’m not in a hurry to graduate anyway. i’m also not the “drop-out” type. i know my responsibilities but now im just struggling..