A few days ago
Ryan M

Starting high school tommorow? Or shouldd I say this morning? (details inside)?

I got bullied and picked on all through middle school. Mainly 6th grade I was bullied. I got held back in 6th grade because i had so many absences. In 7th and 8th it was mainly kids teasing me about my weight and quietness. I then dropped out in both years in January. I couldnt take it. I was always paranoid and self conscience of my weight and how I looked older than my age. People would make fun of that also. I would get anxious going shopping, answering the phone, eating out and everything. I dont know if I have social anxiety or just too damn self conscience.

So today I wrote all my thoughts on paper and then ripped it up because I didnt want my parents to read it. It was like 2 pages long. I did that so I could sleep without worrying. So I went to bed around 8pm and got up at 2:45am. I feel wide awake and starting to worry about later on. I need some confidence and boost my self esteem so im not paranoid and self conscience today.

Any advice?

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A few days ago
rolfsmitherines

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Get a hold of yourself. How come you have not developed a hard skin? High school kids are stupid and don’t think in the abstract. I would think if people made fun of you all the time, you would have done something about it, like go to the gym and lift weights and enroll in some sort of mixed martial arts and if someone picks on you, just twist their arm to prove not to mess you again. You should read some philosophy to understand yourself and others.
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5 years ago
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Go to the main office, tell them you missed orientation and are not sure what to do or how to get a locker. There is usually another orientation at the Cafeteria early. Or you can ask your home room teacher. Remember to get there early. Quite often your homeroom teacher is the one who hands you your locker number and combination. That’s one of the reasons for the 15 minute home room, it’s for school business.
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A few days ago
Feeln’ myself
sophmorers and most juinors will be ***** just because they can because ur lower than them and they were once in ur position. Sienors dont care about you, like they wont bother you becasue there focused on getting out of high school, so tell sophmores to **** off and juniors can too. Ull be fine.
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