but I really fear the risk of failing at it because it is very competetive and i feel like this will happen after going to college I wasted all that time and money to become one and not make it My family are immagrants so I want to make them proud and support them when they get older but I also want to pursue my dream. Should I go for it>? if i do I would work extremly hard since I want to do it. Even if i work that hard is it possible failing? Or should i just play it safe and do something Im not really intrested but wont kill me like something in technology or communication. Basically I want to make a lot of money doing what I love and not be some average joe.