Now that my life is already normal

I have (the next bit didn’t make sense to me something about sounds i’m seeing have arrived?)

Now i can say that i am standing up

now that things for me are going well

now that with time manages to surpass

that one love that nearly killed me(?)

now there is no longer pain

now i return to be me

but i decide to chose you (its the jist of it)

and again i lose the calm

but i decide to chose you

and the soul withdraws from me

but i decide to chose you

and erase my smile

but i decide to chose you

and my world becomes smashed to pieces

Ooh, oh, hey

now that future begins to shine to me

Now that has given back the security to me, oh, whoa

and now there is no more pain

Now i return to be me

Oh, oh, whoa

but i decide to chose you

Oh no, no

and my soul withdraws from me

but i decide to chose you

my smile

but i decide to chose you

my world shatters

but i decide to chose you

ooh

but i decide to chose you

oh but me,but me, but me,but me,

but i decide to chose you

oh,whoa

but i decide to chose you

That was the best i could do, some of it sounds like it might be right, others sounds way off. you would probably have better luck posting this in the languages section