I am an 18 year old who has just started college. For this past summer i have been in deep meditation and in search for the freedom of my soul. A few nights ago i had this realization that college was leading me to a path of self service and one that clings to society. Ever since then i have been in deep confusion and had the inability to escape my mind. I am finding myself sleeping worse and starting to care about what others think way to much. When i rarely have the alone time to relax my mind i find myself in this state of tranquility where i feel as if i can be happy if i do nothing for the rest of my life. I think that it might be my calling to drop out of college and just devote my life to others who need asistence just to live. Currently my major is in primary education and that is what i want to do for the rest of my life but it just seems as if teaching would bind me to a small group of people that i can help, what do i do?

Please respond with any type of insite….